Sunday 21 February 2016

The journey of love is a larger than life.. But lovers.... always trending on this path.. The path of love is a never ending process. It's undying ...
"" since when life become so much complicated??  Remember when we were in high school. Didn't you think you would meet someone...fall in love and that would be it..but what happen after the school it was more horror than ever thought.. Many consequences...""
I wish I could tell you how much I love you. I love you, I love you very very much. When I close my eyes, I see you. When I open my eyes I want to see you. When you are not around, I feel your presence all around me. My eyes search for my Dips every moment. You can call this love, madness or my heartbeat, it’s the same for me. Many people love, but no one can love the way I do because no one else has you. I cannot forget you. I don’t want to forget you. You are mine, I will love you all my life. I will love you till I die and even after that.
Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid."
So you see, everyone is smart. So just try to learn from everyone around you, and you will find yourself turning "smarter" every day..  

Tuesday 16 February 2016

I was in relationship with this sweet , beautiful girl from 7 years. She meant everything to me. We had made commitments to be together forever. I was in relationship with her from 11th class. 
Things were going fine. She broke up with me without giving me any reason..initially I thought it is a joke. She didn't picked my cl. I tried for 5 days.I was 3000km away from her. She was at her home that time. So it was not possible to try to meet her. Somehow I could sense that end is near. The feeling was pathetic. I kept on trying for days but failed. She had deactivated her fb, WhatsApp and even chaged her mobile number. She cutoff all the contacts from her friends. She literally became underground.
It was 1 month now and It was like hell for me. I didn't knew what to do where to go. I somehow managed to get to know that she is in Delhi.  She had specialized in dietetics and It was known to me that she had to do 6 months internship from any of the multi speciality hospital. So here I was with a clue that she is doing her internship in Delhi from some x hospital.
I can't describe the phase through which I was going. I searched for list of multispeciality hospitals in Delhi. The list included more than 50 hospitals. I started to search her one by one in each of hospital. My daily routine was to wake up in the morning, target 1 hospital per day. I used to go to that hospital and in the concerned department, ask "is there anyone with name x doing internship here".
It was easier said than done. Finally I got her in the 26 th hospital of my search.
She saw me and was shell shocked. I had decided to slap her initially whenever I find her. But the feeling of seeing her after 2 months and hearing her voice made me forget everything.
I went to her. I was literally shivering. I asked her " kyun kiya ye??"
She replied "Jasperr chale jao warna phir se pyaar ho jayega"..
It was like a Bollywood movie going out there. I asked her the reason of breakup. She said " we are not compatible ". It was absolutely absurd to hear that. I knew that reason was something else. I tried hard but still couldn't get to know the exact reason why she broke off. Rest is history.. She is no more with me but I still cherish those beautiful 7 years of my life. She might had some valid big enough reasons.

1. Most of the girls want to marry a guy with a package of INR 12 lacs p.a. or more.
Yes, your looks, charm, mannerisms, style, nature might help as an advantage, but the primary thing will be your package.

2. Nice guys often do finish last.
Bad guys break girls' hearts.
But girls break the heart of nice guys.
Its sad, but its true.

3.There are instances where the society will judge you just because you are a guy.
"All men are ba*tar*s."
"All men cheat."
"All men are the same."

No they aren't.
And this generalisation pisses me off too.

4. Some girls will use you just to fulfill their attention seeking tendencies.
They'll keep you on hold 
Play with your emotions, your time, your money and then you'll get to know she has a boyfriend.
Too bad!

5. Don't be blinded by hotness.
The moment you see a hot girl, your senses take a backseat.
And probably you yourself are responsible the most for the misery you put yourself into.
Keep your head firmly on your shoulders.
Be stable.
Be practical.
It was a perfect night with sensitive dream. I was just started to enjoy my dream, the next voice I heard that was from my father regarding, wake up wake up. You are late to attend the marriage of one of our relatives.. First everlasting question stuck to my mind that's who the hell is going to marry at 7am in the morning...